Get what you want,yourself.

Finally got some time alone.
Took a half day leave from work and came home, been resting in my room since..

Was driving when I saw a police car ( i don't know if you called it a lorry ) with a guy locked inside. Thought to myself, what if it was me? He looked away while the other drivers looked at him, could terribly feel how he felt exactly...

Life's this funny.. if the world doesn't suck, we'd all be falling out. We did and done things we never knew we'll regret until the story slaps you and then you couldn't any longer turn back time.

I think most of us got lost once a while.
We got lost, when our bf/gf dumps us after all we've been doing everything for love. We lost hope and faith, when things never ever turn out right for us. We never know the way out, never know how to get out. People around asked if they could offer some help, yet we know no one could ever help us.

We throw our tantrum, get upset at everything even at our self, we feel like going to a place where nobody knows us so we could start all over again, we feel insecure and hardly remember how it feels like to be in our comfort zone, we wanted to seek help but who do we go to? We are never happy.


We forgot to love and appreciate. We never say thank you anymore,truly. We just stop caring for others, we have been taking things for granted. We blame on others when things messed up. We hate, we are jealous at others who look so much better than us. We back-stab the one who earns the highest paycheck. We assumed that our partner is cheating on us. We never trust ourselves, we never believe in ourselves, we never do things for ourselves.

DO IT ALL FOR YOURSELF!

till then. xx